Finally figured out how to browse without my internet hating me. (I'm pretty sure I'm the only one who had that problem.)
Basically, anytime I would try to browse dA, my internet would literally go out once I got to a second page here. I would have to close out and wait five minutes before browsing the internet again, so I just gave up on dA. But it never occurred to me to use a DIFFERENT browser. Ugh.
No new drawings, though. Not that I'm good or anything. I haven't really had the urge to draw. I just... kind of gave up, I guess. I mean, I was never going to get into anything because of it. My style keeps changing because I can never draw the same thing twice. (Not even close to similar.)
I'm not hating on myself. I've accepted the fact that I'm not great. Big whoop. I've found different things I am good at. I guess my creative skill vanished ever since I went to Kentucky. I used to draw all the time before then. I dunno. Shit happens, I guess. I still like to color, though I seem to be weak with that as well. I used to practice all the time, but I never seemed to get anywhere. Maybe I'm in a huge funk?
Also, I'm not sure if I put this in any other journal (because I'm too lazy to check) but I got married. It's awesome. All of those people saying bad things about marriage have obviously never been happy with who they are/were with. I don't let those kind of comments get to me. I know where my husband and I stand on things, and we work very well with each other. It's really nice.
Maybe I'll start drawing again. I just can never seem to have the time to put in practice. I really liked my exaggerated limbs and ridiculously skinny people. (Not anorexic or anything. I can't really explain it.) I might put up samples or something if I ever get around to it. It's not very good, and it's definitely not going to be popular. It seems like there's a ton of people looking for "cute" things. I'm not exactly a "cute" person. And no, I'm not saying I'm ugly. I meant personality wise, I guess. I'm a tomboy, a foul person (with language and jokes), and usually just awkward. I love my dark, inappropriate humor, and I might as well put myself in my work. I CAN draw cute, I just don't like the outcome. Meh.
I'm rambling. Do people still watch me on here? O,o